It is November 22, 2024; just past 2 AM. It is Juju’s birthday. We were not supposed to be here. Last year, on her birthday, Juju was...

And so it has happened. I have come face-to-face with a great fear. An I held it in. I kept it together. And I am grateful that it...

It is 2:30 AM on September 30, 2024. I should be sleeping, but the sudden bouts of insomnia never fail. So here I am, having to work in...

It is September 27, 2024. In about an hour and 45 minutes, it will be four months since Emrys looked straight into my eyes as I asked,...

When I feel that something is wrong, I will search until I find it. Research provides answers that you may have never known existed. It...

December 2023 passed quickly. We didn’t have much of a Christmas because my focus was to make sure Emrys would’nt go without, and I...

If our Divine Gift were still here with us, he would have been four months old on September 6, 2024, at 6:57 PM. On that day, Juju and I...

Time passed rapidly in 2023. After confirming Juju’s pregnancy and seeing Emrys for the first time in October, time just flew. I passed...

So much has happened in the past three days. We signed a lease for a place in the area where our first safe place is located. We were...

It was three months ago that I called David and asked if he would stop by and stay with the dogs while Juju and I took Emrys to the...

It is getting harder and harder going back to that house. Yes, we are moving soon, but everything is a process. You can no longer go in...

Back in September of 2023, I was looking through posts on the “neighbor” app, and saw this strange little puppy that caught my eye. We...

Today, at 6:57 PM, Emrys would have been 3 months old, if he would have been given a chance at life. I think of what we may have been...

(Written on 7/27/20024 through just after midnight 7/28/2024) Today, just before 2:00 AM, marks the two month anniversary of the most...

Isn’t it crazy how three weeks can define who you are? You don’t realize just how much of an impact something has on you until it is no...

Emerys was conceived during a very challenging time for me. I was in the process of preparing to take the most significant exam of my...

Today marks 2 months since Juju and I took Emrys to the pediatric clinic with symptoms. His tiny feet were swollen. He was grunting. His...

Juju’s pregnancy occurred during a time when women’s rights had been compromised. Roe vs Wade was overturned in June of 2022, and living...

It is so heartbreaking knowing that you are not ready to part with your loved one’s things, but are being forced to do so, because now...

Not long after the dream, Juju came to me and said, “Hey mom, FRIEND has a problem. His mom has him bouncing from hotel to hotel, has...