And so it has happened. I have come face-to-face with a great fear. An I held it in. I kept it together. And I am grateful that it...

It is January 11, 2025. I have not written. I needed to regroup, and find a sense of direction. The holidays took their toll on me, and...

It is December 27, 2024, 2:20 AM. It has been seven months since Emrys passed away. I can still feel his tiny body go limp. That will...

My dear Emrys…my sweet baby boy. In this moment I am wishing you were here picking on me so that some of this burden in my heart can...

It is December 11, 2024. It is 12:30 AM. On the 6th, Emrys would have been 7 months old. Juju and I would have been prepping his fruits,...

It is December 4, 2024. The day has been cloudy, dreary, and wet; such a contrast from this exact date a year ago when it was warm and...

It is November 27, 2024 1:57 AM. Not surprising that this is around the time I write on this day, every month. If I sleep, I wake up...

It is November 22, 2024; just past 2 AM. It is Juju’s birthday. We were not supposed to be here. Last year, on her birthday, Juju was...

It is November 14, 2024. Today, I begin writing the new chapter of A Divine Gift: Emrys’ Story. Memories will continue to be shared. This...

Today, My Sweet Boy would be six months old. And yes, he was my son too, because in the end, I had to take custody so that my Juju...

And just like that, My Heaven, Our Host, has turned into Mr. D. It’s actually very fitting, because what he has now placed him in the...

On November 1, 2024, Juju and I set our grief aside, faced our fears, and gave or love and strength to a family in need. We attended Mrs....

It’s. About to be that time. The time that will forever be felt in my heart. The time that sweet Emrys, the most beautiful love I have...

This week began in sadness. Not that any week has been happy since Emrys left us, but they have been somewhat bareable. We received bad...

By January 2024, I was beyond fed up. I was so sick of FRIEND taking up space, sick of his loudness, sick of his cockiness, sick of his...

Five months. Five months since I almost lost both of them. And the pain is still raw. It’s like a monster trying to claw its way out of...

It is 2:30 AM on September 30, 2024. I should be sleeping, but the sudden bouts of insomnia never fail. So here I am, having to work in...

It is September 27, 2024. In about an hour and 45 minutes, it will be four months since Emrys looked straight into my eyes as I asked,...

When I feel that something is wrong, I will search until I find it. Research provides answers that you may have never known existed. It...

December 2023 passed quickly. We didn’t have much of a Christmas because my focus was to make sure Emrys would’nt go without, and I...